Thursday, December 29, 2016

Lifter of My Chin

Good morning Papa, I am glad to be with You Lord but I am not in a good place. I am letting even the thought of my family returning take away my peace. I am going into avoidance mode before they even arrive. I am afraid of them being mean to me, afraid that no amount of suffering or serving them will suffice, afraid that they will both humiliate and belittle me… lots of fear. Lord I surrender my fears to you. I am making them into enemies in my mind instead of people with real hopes and dreams and love and most of all Your Divine image stamped in their souls.

Son you are mistaking the quietness and neatness of the house in its current order for the inner peace that your heart is longing for. Remember that nothing can steal away your peace unless you permit it. Am I not your strong tower and your vision and your hope at all times? Does not my Stream of Divine Mercy and Love and Peace flow continually for you to bathe in no matter what is happening around you? Can I not walk on the stormiest waves hand in hand with you as you gaze into my face, are We not Three and can We not continually surround you and wrap you up even in the midst of other's anger and hate and self-absorption?

Yes Papa, all these things are true.


Have I not promised to guide you in exactly how to think, speak and act in the way of Divine Love and Peace and Mercy moment by moment? Is there anything I have asked you to do alone? Will I not be your strength to will and to act throughout the day?

Yes You will Papa. I am happy to be with You. Oh that I could staple my eyes to focus on your presence moment by moment. All things are more bearable when I realize that you are with me.

Lord I look forward to hosting the meeting tonight. Thank you for loving me so much Papa, I love You!

Love you bunches and bunches son.

Amen
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[Bold print represents what Seb is sensing God whispering in the depths of his heart during his prayer time. Bold italic print represents what Seb is sensing a Saint whispering to his heart in prayer. NONE of this is to be taken as authoritative instruction for us all. Click here to learn more about what this type of two way prayer is and is not.]



Thursday, December 22, 2016

The Peaceful River of Divine Mercy

Spent much of yesterday feeling unloved and chastised by my beloved. In hindsight she was trying to figure out how to help our son and was distressed because she could not figure out a way. My warring mind wanted to fight with her because I perceived her anger as a threat to my peace.

Son, nobody and I mean nobody can threaten the peace you have in Me. My peace does not rely on external circumstances to be just so. My peace is the river of Divine Mercy flowing out from my wounds. My peace is now and in eternity, it cannot be disrupted by other's anger, murderous intent, torture, venomous attacks, meanness, or anything else. My peace is a constant steady force and you can shelter yourself there any time, in spite of the waves swirling around you, look into My face and trust me. Walk on the water to embrace me. Especially do this when the emotions of others are raging, look directly into my face and be at peace and I will show you the next loving thing to think, say or do.

I will Papa, I love you!!

Love you too son!

Amen

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12/27/16

It was a good review of what you've spoken to me recently Lord Jesus. I am happy to remember it. Your words of peace, love, guidance and joy are a light unto my path.

Go forth today riding on my breath and swimming in the Holy Stream of My Divine Mercy, Love and Peace. Draw out the good in others, look for it because You know I am working in every life, and my Divine Spark is there no matter how well cloaked. Love them and fan the Spark into flame, small acts of love are the trickle we need here, simple things like a smile can work wonders.


I will Papa, I love You!

Love You too son!

Amen
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[Bold print represents what Seb is sensing God whispering in the depths of his heart during his prayer time. Bold italic print represents what Seb is sensing a Saint whispering to his heart in prayer. NONE of this is to be taken as authoritative instruction for us all. Click here to learn more about what this type of two way prayer is and is not.]



Wednesday, December 14, 2016

Small Steps Toward The Light

Love You Papa.

Love you son. Trust that I am with you though you fail to sense it or remember I am there. Be patient with yourself as it takes time to retrain your mind away from isolated thinking, speaking and doing into connected and shared thinking, speaking and doing.

Lord I read of these Saints who have tuned into your presence and I fall so short of that. I long for that connection but fear I am too lazy to pay the price of the work it takes to submit my every thought, word and deed to You.

You cannot son, but abide in me and I will give you everything you need for such a connected life. And look, here you are conversing with me. Be at peace in your progress and do not chide yourself overmuch. My yoke is easy and my burden is light. Small steps toward My Light, Love and Peace are good! Be thankful that in Me you have taken them.

I am so grateful Lord, for I look back on where I was three years ago where a heart at war was the norm, I barely know how to function without melodrama in my life. But I must admit that the Peace of soul that is descending upon me is precious and I do want Your Peace to stay with me always, no matter what the outward circumstances.

Go now son and explore the world I have made for you. Stay as connected with me as you can, through others, directly in prayer, in song or chant, in the Eucharist, consciously or sub-consciously. Connection good, isolation bad.

Amen Lord.  ❤️❤️😘😘😍

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[Bold print represents what Seb is sensing God whispering in the depths of his heart during his prayer time. Bold italic print represents what Seb is sensing a Saint whispering to his heart in prayer. NONE of this is to be taken as authoritative instruction for us all. Click here to learn more about what this type of two way prayer is and is not.]



Saturday, December 3, 2016

Channeling God's Peace and Love

Good morning Papa. I am at peace and looking forward (a tiny bit lol) to serving others today. I am trusting You Lord to guide my thoughts, words and deeds as I strive to allow Your Peace and Divine Mercy flow through me and study war no more in my heart. Lord if I never horribilize another soul again it would be too soon. Check me on this when I drift that direction Papa.

I will always be guiding you away from that pit of despair son. I love you and will be your shelter from such thinking. Dwell ever close to my heart of peace and love, not the peace and love that the world offers, but my peace and love. It is the real deal, and though there are some who let it flow through them in a pure fashion, they are few these days. 


I alone hold the keys to this life, this way of being, and though some may tap into it unaware of the source it is Me all along, My Holy Spirit and breath of life that flows through it. Dwell in that current son and be blessed!

I will Papa, I want to dwell always in it and swim in Your Ocean of Divine Mercy, the fresh water ocean of Your Love…

Amen
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[Bold print represents what Seb is sensing God whispering in the depths of his heart during his prayer time. Bold italic print represents what Seb is sensing a Saint whispering to his heart in prayer. NONE of this is to be taken as authoritative instruction for us all. Click here to learn more about what this type of two way prayer is and is not.]