Welcome

Like my namesake, I've been given an All-Access Pass,
But mine is to my brother's journals.

Hi, I’m Leeloo, Seb’s little sister. Wondering why I’m writing this instead of him? Well, let’s just say he feels like he is on computers far too much already without adding this to the mix. So this whole blog is on me if it is going to happen at all. That’s fine with me because I think it is worth it!

Why? Long story short, I stumbled on Seb’s journals in my late teen years and yes, without his permission I read some of the entries. He wasn’t even mad about it. We’re close like that. 

As I kept reading them, this time with his permission, I was sometimes moved to tears at the conversations he was having with ‘Papa’, Seb’s name for God the Father. They were so poignant and insightful and healing and well… I just knew that some of them at least should be made public.

So I asked him if I could start this little blog to share them with the world and he said sure as long as I protected people’s names and so-on.

So here it is, a sampling of my big brother’s journaling through the years. I’ll post them in no particular order but will assign dates to them per the date they were written. I’ll edit as necessary and add images that match Seb’s tastes per what I’ve seen him using in his journals and prayer room.

If you want to know more about Seb, I’ve written a short bio in the About page.

I hope you find comfort and healing in my brother’s thoughts and his conversations with Papa… well actually, he seems to converse with Jesus and the Holy Spirit and the Blessed Mother and other Saints sometimes too. I know it seems strange to modern ears but this is how we were brought up in our spirituality. 

We were always instructed to tune in to the heavenly realm and try to sense what is being said to us from that dimension. If what we were hearing sounded odd we were to check it against scripture and wise counsel before acting on it, but by and large, that was rarely necessary. Learn more about this kind of praying in the Two Way Prayer section.

When you see bold print in the journal entries, that is what Seb senses one of the members of the Holy Trinity saying. If it is in bold italics, it is from a Saint that already dwells with God in heaven. Regular type indicates Seb’s thoughts.

If this blesses one other person, it is worth the work of putting it out there. I know it has blessed me over the years and maybe like me you’ll love my brother and our compassionate God even more.

Peace and love to you and yours, 

Leeloo