Thursday, April 14, 2016

God’s Continual Whispers of Love

If he said it yesterday,
He is still whispering it today
Do not hesitate to review all or part of what I have said to you previously. I have not stopped saying them but am whispering them all to you all the time. Remember how I warned Eustace and Jill how the air was thicker down in Narnia than in my country and that it would be important for them to review my words often, to repeat and memorize them out loud with each other. So it is with scripture and my words to you personally directly or through others. You can review them if you write them down and you should, often and out loud with others if you can. Do not be afraid to review your journal because you haven't completed what I am instructing / have instructed you to do… Remember that these words of Mine to you are continual like breath, I shall be whispering them to you all the time. Do not be distraught or discouraged by what you have not completed or perfected but rather rejoice that there is so much to do, so many acts of love both to continue and to complete.
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[Bold print represents what Seb is sensing God whispering in the depths of his heart during his prayer time. Bold italic print represents what Seb is sensing a Saint whispering to his heart in prayer. NONE of this is to be taken as authoritative instruction for us all. Click here to learn more about what this type of two way prayer is and is not.]



Monday, April 4, 2016

Mother Earth Father Sky

Yes Lord I am listening to you say more to me about the Mother Earth/Father Sky approach. From what I have learned from my catechism classes, Mother is Mater or matter, the physical things of the earth. Father is Pater or pattern, the one who provides the blueprint for forming the matter.

The question I have is why is there such a push against Father Sky or at least an ignoring of Him right now? Does the push to embrace, understand, love, protect, etc. Mother Earth have to negate, ignore or in some cases even be hostile to Father Sky?

Lord Jesus, I ask you to enlighten me and give me listening ears and a listening face towards my daughter and all the strong women in my life that love Mother Earth so much and seemingly ignore Father Sky or refuse speak of You. There is much fear I sense here, afraid of previous abuses perhaps? Afraid Father Sky is NOT to be trusted since His followers have treated mothers at all levels so poorly.

It seams to me that the ancient reverence for Mother Church, Mary should indicate a warmth and love towards motherliness on all levels by at least part of the Church. It seems that at least parts of the flock 'gets it'… the importance of Mother Earth, motherliness, nurturing…

Very much looking forward to seeing old friends… Lord Jesus give me a kind listening face and open ears. Help me to draw out what others love and are interested in and encourage the gifts I find that you have given them today.

Thank you Lord that I was able to go to mass today on the day that we remember the annunciation.

Glory to God for all things!

Yes the earth is mother, matter, in fact in a way all created things are connected and are mother to you. This is a good understanding. And Mother Earth produced The Quintessential Mother, Mary the Mother of God, the Star Gate, The Divine Ladder of ascent and descent, the Mountain of the Lord, the Ark of the Covenant, The Mercy Seat, and so many other beautiful metaphors that describe Her, Heaven and Earth are united in Her and Her Son Jesus. The Quintessential Mother Earth is also the Queen of Heaven. Heaven and Earth have united. The completion and unity of all things has begun.

She is the Star Gate and I did pass through Her and she opened the way, the portal is open because of Her, I have her DNA, without it the Portal would close. I have become everywhere present and filling all things because of Her and with Her permission. Her 'let it be' changed the universe.


Thank you Lord for the clarification!


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[Bold print represents what Seb is sensing God whispering in the depths of his heart during his prayer time. Bold italic print represents what Seb is sensing a Saint whispering to his heart in prayer. NONE of this is to be taken as authoritative instruction for us all. Click here to learn more about what this type of two way prayer is and is not.]



Sunday, April 3, 2016

On Purgation

…purgation/cleansing is in many Christian songs about the after life. Amy Grant combines fire, water, and wind. You all use the earth (burial) to cleanse the stench of death from necessity. So the four elements have always rose up to aid you in your passage into the afterlife, no? Every reference to earth, wind, water and fire… These are agents of cleansing/purging impurities. There is no fear in this, you have simply moved away from such natural understandings in your world so that when you see it as a doctrine in church that is more connected to that naturalness, it seems strange to you. Do not let it trouble you, all will be made clear by my Spirit who leads you into all truth.
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[Bold print represents what Seb is sensing God whispering in the depths of his heart during his prayer time. Bold italic print represents what Seb is sensing a Saint whispering to his heart in prayer. NONE of this is to be taken as authoritative instruction for us all. Click here to learn more about what this type of two way prayer is and is not.]



Wednesday, March 30, 2016

Surrendering Outcomes and Giving Up Control

Listening is an act of love…
3/30/16
You tried to listen to what I was saying about your sponsee and then relay that to him. You did a loving thing by speaking my heart of love to him. Now leave the outcomes of that action to me. Leaving the outcomes of your acts of love and hope to me is what faith is, you trust Me to multiply and grow those good seeds you've sown. This understanding of what it means to trust me needs to be emphasized with those in recovery especially. You must move from trusting in your own mechanisms to get results to finding the next loving thing to do and then letting it go, completely trusting me to weave the results of that action into something more beautiful than you ever could if you had tried to manipulate and control it, to make sure it was understood and took root… No. That is my domain and you should not tread there with your thoughts, words or actions. You must leave space for my Spirit to move, don't crowd the Master Painter as his brush strokes fall, don't bump his elbow or force his hand, allow my Holy Spirit to paint as He will, stand back and watch Me work until you are called on to speak my love again. Your actions and words of love are the paint and perhaps the brush but you are not the painter, I am.

Put on your listening ears again and speak my love to your sponsee tonight if I call you to, otherwise just listen and leave space for me to work as he relays his story to you. Just listening is an action of love. (Yes, like your friend Ted) In fact, do this with everyone you encounter today.


I have never forgotten Ted's patient, loving and listening face. Why has that stayed with me so long? Where did he learn to do that? Perhaps I should ask him. I'm thinking it was his father. I see that face in so many of my friends and family. It is more noticeable in some than others. I want to convey the listening face of love as well, like you Jesus. I want your loving, listening face. I always want to be trusting that your goodness is in everyone somewhere and fanning that spark to flame when I see it however Your Spirit moves me to do it.

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3/31/16
Leave the outcomes of what you said to your sponsee to me. Trust me to heal how he views me. You have primed the pump with My Living Water now stand back and watch me work.

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4/1/16
Cannot focus this morning Lord. I am grateful to be in your presence Lord! Thank you for the meeting with my brothers this morning. I am so blessed by your love and light through them.

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4/2/16
I want you to put on your listening ears and face every day and every encounter during your journey. Trust me to help you listen to me and others. Draw out the light and liquid gold you find there and show it to them with all thanksgiving to the Father of lights who bestows such gifts upon men and women. Truly be interested in their affairs and speak lovingly of what they do that is admirable, look around the obstacles to see the sources of light and love in their lives and affirm them and praise God for them.

Additionally, no cross talk. Don't speak of your visions unless prompted by them or clearly by me. I love you, abide in me and remember we are united you and I.

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4/3/16
Listening face, know their names, get to know them and why I love each of them so much.



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[Bold print represents what Seb is sensing God whispering in the depths of his heart during his prayer time. Bold italic print represents what Seb is sensing a Saint whispering to his heart in prayer. NONE of this is to be taken as authoritative instruction for us all. Click here to learn more about what this type of two way prayer is and is not.]



Monday, March 28, 2016

The Matrix in Slow Motion

(Notice this is all bold text, aka Papa speaking to Seb - Leeloo)
In the Matrix Neo had to take the death blow in order to get inside the enemy did he not? Only from the inside could he eradicate the virus that was Smith. The movie depicts it as all happening in seconds, the punch, the absorption of Neo into Smith, the look of horror on Smith's face as he realizes he has just sealed his own doom, the light of Neo's power beginning to burst through little fissures in all the Smith Viruses, the explosive destruction of all those viruses, the resetting and renewal of the entire Matrix, all of it only took a minute or two in the movie. Such is the nature of prophetic vision. It has disregard for how things play out in earth time. In earth time the actual growing of the light through the fissures in the virus has thus far taken nearly 2000 years, though the look of horror on Smith's face is growing daily and he fights ever harder to hold his kingdom together. His doom is sealed though he will fight it to the bitter end. The children of the Light will triumph and through them I make all things new. Through every crack and brokenness my mercy will flood and burst through with healing light. Darkness will die by being overwhelmed with light forever.

All the Agent Smiths exploding in an instant once Neo the anti-virus took effect…
Jesus is doing the same thing in the cosmos in a slightly more measured fashion

Light shines through the cracks of our brokenness.


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[Bold print represents what Seb is sensing God whispering in the depths of his heart during his prayer time. Bold italic print represents what Seb is sensing a Saint whispering to his heart in prayer. NONE of this is to be taken as authoritative instruction for us all. Click here to learn more about what this type of two way prayer is and is not.]



Friday, February 19, 2016

The Opposite of Star Wars

NOT!!!!
My feelings cannot be trusted. This is not Star Wars. Not in that way. I must take actions because they are loving whether I feel like it or not. Whether or not my feelings follow is at best an event I view as a bemused spectator.

My actions are Thomas the tank engine and my feelings are the caboose not the other way around. I trust Jesus to lead me into loving actions, he is my engineer in the train analogy and keeps me on the right tracks. If the caboose follows during any particular loving action, I am to be mildly amused, but not obsess over it either way.

I think this is what the monks and nuns call detachment. It isn't that I have no feelings or don't care. It is simply not allowing my feelings and emotions to lead me around by grabbing my metaphorical nose ring or promoting themselves from caboose to engineer.

I say to my feelings in calming tones "Jesus tells me where to go and what to do, not you anymore. He is trustworthy and you are not."
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[Bold print represents what Seb is sensing God whispering in the depths of his heart during his prayer time. Bold italic print represents what Seb is sensing a Saint whispering to his heart in prayer. NONE of this is to be taken as authoritative instruction for us all. Click here to learn more about what this type of two way prayer is and is not.]



Tuesday, February 2, 2016

Drink This, Not That

Papa, You gave me this image this morning as I was longing for consolation…

I sensed You saying, I am the living water, drink from Me and you will never thirst again. I am the Bread of Life, consume Me and you will never hunger again. But this is a continual eating and drinking. Every time you are tempted to get grace, comfort or love from another source, feast on Me. I am the only Infinite Source of Life.

This thread runs throughout scripture and manifests itself in other metaphors as well.
My grace, My Love in action, My Divine Mercy are descriptions of this idea.
I am the Bread of Life, The Living Water, Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity.
You are to allow all of these to come and abide in you, to cleanse you and to save you and they are all to flow out of you and into others. I give the gift of myself to you to pour into other's lives.


I then tweaked my 7th step prayer by adding:

To Thou who art the living water, I give my refusal to drink only Thee.
To Thou who art the bread of life, I give my refusal to consume only Thee.
To Thou who art the Heavenly King, I give my refusal to bow to Thy will.
To Thou who art The Comforter, I give my refusal to seek comfort from only Thee.
To Thou who art the Spirit of Truth, I trust Thee alone to take my hand and lead me.
To Thou who art everywhere present, I give my feelings of aloneness.
To Thou who fillest all things, I give my emptiness.
To Thou who holdest the world in His hands, I place my life firmly in them.



O Heavenly King, O Comforter, The Spirit of Truth, 
Who art everywhere present and fillest all things, 
The treasury of good things and the giver of life, 
Come and abide in us, cleanse us from every stain, 
And save our souls O Good One. Amen.



Illuminated by the Holy Spirit, All-Glorious One, 
from Christ the Savior you drank the water of salvation. 
With open hand you give it to those who thirst. 
Great-Martyr Photini, Equal-to-the-Apostles, 
pray to Christ for the salvation of our souls.

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[Bold print represents what Seb is sensing God whispering in the depths of his heart during his prayer time. Bold italic print represents what Seb is sensing a Saint whispering to his heart in prayer. NONE of this is to be taken as authoritative instruction for us all. Click here to learn more about what this type of two way prayer is and is not.]